Scary!
Today has been a long day we have been searching the island for the beastie. We have had no luck in even finding a clue to where he is at. Now it is very dark and I am scared we are about to head up the mountain to see if it is up there. I think that this whole idea is just windy. The only reason why I am doing this is because I can't let people know that I am scared I am the leader and I am supposed to be the braves out of every one. I think that Jack has an idea that I'm scared but he just has no way to prove it to any one. That is why he keeps challenging me to do things because he wants me to crack. He thinks that he is being sage but he is not. I really don't know what I'm afraid of but I guess it is the fact that we don't know at all what is out there or what the beastie is like. If it some how gets us then what is piggy and all the other kids going to do? I hope that Simon is right when he said that he knows that I am going to make it back o.k. I'm not sure if he meant home or to the camp but I would be happy wit h either one right now.
I think that Jack is a bad example for everyone how ever we need him in order to get food and keep the fire going I think that even though no one likes him he is also a big help for our being on this island. He just has a bravado personality that I don't like.I just can't believe that he tried to turn all of the kids against listening to me that made me very mad. I think and know that he is just mad because he wants to be leader very bad. I think that maybe we should have thought this trip out before we just went. We would have known that we would have had to stay somewhere else over night and Piggy would know so that we wouldn't have had to send Simon by himself. I kind of feel bad for Simon because I know that I wouldn't have wanted to go through the woods in the dark by myself. I just hope with all my heart that he makes it o.k to Piggy.
I just wish that I was back on the moors with my mom and dad where everything was just so care free. Where I didn't have to worry about a thing in the world. Where nothing was ever dun and I wasn't always filled with brine that itched my skin. For now I will go to sleep and think more about all of this in the morning. That's if I can go to sleep right here below where the beastie may be.
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