LOTF Journal #9

Chapter: 9 A View to a Death Perspective: Simon

The Beast

Today I woke up from what I think was one of my times. I woke up and tried to ask the Beast what he thinks that I should do but he gave no answer. I went up to the mountain by myself to go see if the Beastie was really up there. From far I did see a figure but instead of getting scared i wanted to see what it really was. So when I got closer, I saw the dead body of an adult he was tied to a parachute and the stings were all tangled up around his body. This is what all of the boys think is the beastie. I knew that there wasn't a beastie that you could hunt down and kill unless we all killed ourselves because the beast is the evil that is in all of us boys. This beast is taking every one ever and turning all of the boys over. The beast inside me does not want me to tell the other boys this. He has a point all of the boys will just laugh at me and think that I am even more batty. They never want to listen to me and I don't even think that they care about me they would have been looking for me by now if they cared about me I asked Piggy to go on the mountain so they probably would have known that I went to the mountain by myself. Well I know that I can not listen to my beast he will turn me evil so I have to hurry and get to the boys so I can tell them what I ave found out. I know that they should listen to me after I show them that the beast is really a dead corpulant. I just hope that everyone can do the same as me and not let their beast take over them because that is what will make us all die. It will make us all turn against each other and we will not be able to think. I wouldn't be surprised if we start killing each other so that we can eat the meat. I know for sure that Ralph will make it home o.k I can feel it in my heart but I do not know about the rest of us . I have a feeling that Jack will die because his beast already has taken over half of his body. Well I have to start heading back for camp so by it is starting to rain and the lightning is making a phosphoresence.